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Worthless, what is in a name?
All my life i've been told i'm nothing,
my mother, my beloved mother, why do you look at me like i'm a criminal?
Father, father dearest, do you not look at me like a normal person?
If I am hurt, do i not cry?
Do I not bleed?
Everyday i look up to the sky wondering why i'm still here...
I feel used.
I feel hurt.
My lungs, they fill with pain, no one can imagine.
Not just my heart, but my body feels like its shutting down every time i wake up for the next day!
I am ill often.
I can not help that.
You know, i have not always been this way.
Looking up at the sky hoping that this nightmare would end.
Hoping to wake up to the girl of my life.
Waking up to a better ending.
I look at my reflection in the mirror.
My eyes, they look tortured.
They carry the light to my soul,
but its growing dimmer and dimmer...
When will it come?
that i will take my last breath of this world and enter the next?
Will i enter the life of the good?
or will I end up in the life of hell and agony?
I wonder these often as i feel my life, a personal hell.
They say that you can gain enterance into the kingdom of heaven if you are tortured here on earth...
I hope thats true,that is the only thing that is keeping me here.
My friends.....
my family...
my friends...
my family....
which one do you think keeps me alive and sane?
my friends...
my family....
my friends....
i take a last breath,
Feeling a sharp pain in my left side of my torso.
as if a knife were cutting into the meat of my ribcage,
i shut my eyes...
i remember you...and i wonder if i was really worthless...
All my life i've been told i'm nothing,
my mother, my beloved mother, why do you look at me like i'm a criminal?
Father, father dearest, do you not look at me like a normal person?
If I am hurt, do i not cry?
Do I not bleed?
Everyday i look up to the sky wondering why i'm still here...
I feel used.
I feel hurt.
My lungs, they fill with pain, no one can imagine.
Not just my heart, but my body feels like its shutting down every time i wake up for the next day!
I am ill often.
I can not help that.
You know, i have not always been this way.
Looking up at the sky hoping that this nightmare would end.
Hoping to wake up to the girl of my life.
Waking up to a better ending.
I look at my reflection in the mirror.
My eyes, they look tortured.
They carry the light to my soul,
but its growing dimmer and dimmer...
When will it come?
that i will take my last breath of this world and enter the next?
Will i enter the life of the good?
or will I end up in the life of hell and agony?
I wonder these often as i feel my life, a personal hell.
They say that you can gain enterance into the kingdom of heaven if you are tortured here on earth...
I hope thats true,that is the only thing that is keeping me here.
My friends.....
my family...
my friends...
my family....
which one do you think keeps me alive and sane?
my friends...
my family....
my friends....
i take a last breath,
Feeling a sharp pain in my left side of my torso.
as if a knife were cutting into the meat of my ribcage,
i shut my eyes...
i remember you...and i wonder if i was really worthless...
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Worthless
I am worthless
I am everything you don't need
what good am I?
If all I am is a broken seed?
I will never grow
I will never come to show
that I am worth anything
and I'm sure that you know
that I am worthless
that I am here
to stay
but for no purpose
I am just a broken seed
a broken me..
today..
everyday..
I am nothing to myself
nothing to the people around me
no one dares to talk to me
for I am broken
I am worthless
as you can see..
by the scars on my arms
and bruises on my skin
I've been broken..
today..
everyday...
a broken me..
lays in her casket
waiting..
waiting..
to be free
from all her pain
pl
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She treads carefully down the hall
Trying hard to ignore them all
Glares of hatred, harsh tongues full of words of disgust
Cutting people down in their world is a must
She doesn't interact, only races to her locker
Avoiding them who judge her for loving another
To them it's sick, disgusting, wrong
To her their love is like a song
Unending, beautiful, and necessary
Hoping one day they can marry
But she is still condemned for her love
Of a girl who is surely from Heaven above
You heard correctly friends, oh yes it is true
She loves a girl, with blonde hair and eyes so blue
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Mummy mummy,
Mummy mummy,
I met this girl
Mummy mummy,
I know you will like her
Mummy mummy,
She's a special sort of girl
She's kind
and beautiful
She's friendly
and loving
Mummy mummy,
I know she's the one
Mummy muumy,
What's wrong
Mummy mummy,
But I know you will like her
Mummy mummy,
Please don't frown
Mummy mummy,
Please don't hate me
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I feel fucking worthless, just a spiel of what my mind is at...it seems no matter what i do, i just cant rest i cant stop....
this is just a free think...nothing really important... i feel so much right now, and ive been having problems breathing again, i am just...i hope to g-d that I can breathe right again without resulting to my nebulizer or my inhaler treatments...its really a burdon to keep them on me all the time...
this is just a free think...nothing really important... i feel so much right now, and ive been having problems breathing again, i am just...i hope to g-d that I can breathe right again without resulting to my nebulizer or my inhaler treatments...its really a burdon to keep them on me all the time...
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i share your pain luckily i have someone there for me but she the only one if it wasn't for her i would have just shut down completely